Tuesday, July 29, 2008 ♥
wahh!! im dead tired n exhausted i tell youworking quite a lot this week, so ppl, do visit =p
played soccer after at telok blnagh
i tell u, phoo
i can chop of my right leg, 4 injuries on 1
thigh, groin, ankle n got 1 part idk the name,
imy,
yr2 is strting to kill me liao
ily
till then,
get the english?
Monday, July 28, 2008 ♥
im feeling emo down depressed etc,
any single soul willing to help?
helppppppppppppp~
i miss my ppl,
i have condoms lying everywhere in my room,
the agnesb ones la..
everytime i go agnesb i take,
then when i reach home,
ill just throw them around
hahahahaha~
mum found out,
she said, why do you have condoms in your room,
i said, im practicing safe sex mum!
;p
stop aids
act against to aids
till then,
get the english?
Saturday, July 26, 2008 ♥
same rules apply,
pagerism is a crime
haa,
didnt thought that it was serious.
just wanna share how i felt,
oh well,
till then,
get the english?
Thursday, July 24, 2008 ♥
i am not in love, sure?
and dont wanna be really sure?
idk laa
single is good, single equals freedom, equals no commitments and equals no heartbreaks. (:
and moreover, theres no gurls worth loving, not one.
ans: not sure
thnx huihui!
;p
till then,
get the english?
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 ♥
Shes taking her time making up
The reasons
To justify all the hurt inside
Guess she knows from the smile
And the look in their eyes
Everyones got a theory about the
Bitter one
Theyre saying mamma never loved
Her much
And daddy never keeps in touch
Thats why she shies away from
Human affection
But somewhere in a private place
She packs her bags for outer space
And now shes waiting for the right
Kind of pilot to come
And shell say to him
Shes saying
I would fly to the moon and back if
Youll beIf youll be my baby
Got a ticket for a world where we
Belong
So would you be my baby
She cant remember a time when she
Felt needed
If love was red then she was colour
Blind
All her friends theyve been tried for
Treason
And crimes that were never defined
Shes saying love is like a barren
Place
And reaching out for human faith is
Is like a journey
I just dont have a
Map for
So babys gonna take a dive and
Push the shift to overdrive
Send a signal that shes hanging
All her hopes on the stars
What a pleasant dream
Just saying
Hold on hold on
Mamma never loved her much
And daddy never keeps in touch
Thats why she shies away from
Human affection
But somewhere in a private place
She packs her bags for outer space
And now shes waiting for the right
Kind of pilot to come
And shell say to him
Just saying
I LOVE YOU!
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 ♥
im obsessed with the good role u played,
thanx for the chage in my life
why so serious?
JOKER!
JOKER!
school was ratically ok, first 3 days..
loads of shitss to comee!!
i miss my baby,
as long she is with you,
your happy,
no woories
im ok with it!
imy ihy ily,
till then
get the english?
Sunday, July 20, 2008 ♥
go listen!!!
im sorry,
should i continue waiting or keep chasing pavements, haa
so close yet so far,
unstd, ur busy..
ill be here when u need me.
mum nags, cause she wants the best for you..
i swear i hate this feeling..
mitty is with me, hope to see you soon!
monday!!
i wanna blog, but idk where to start.
school starts tmrw!
ready, set, go!!
mon-thurs 9am-6pm -.-
urggh!!!!
till then,
imy
get the english?
Thursday, July 17, 2008 ♥
we live in a beautiful world, i guess.. haa
mitty needs u!!
so do me, =(
ill wait till ure free =(
imy
till then,
get the english?
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 ♥

urghh
im feeling emo, get it!!
things just dont seem right!
tell me what do i do,
i feel like breaking out!
like really break out.. urghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
maybe its best i leave, hmmmmm...
make ur life easier, simpler, no pressure applied!
everything i do is so odd nowadays,
the call....
wow!!
it brightened the day, u never called before
haahaa
wud it be best for u if i pass mitty and never exist in your life?
tell me, dun hide it..
maybe all these confession is quite shocking for you!
tell me, dun hide
letting go isnt easy for me
i must say, it'll be good if i say go,
but deep down me, i'd really dun want to
cant u tell frm the tone of my voice?
if ure in my situation,
i'd bet you'll do the same!
you've been in my situation too, i bet..
must blogging be the only way to tell you things,
im listening to the song BYE BYE - mariah carey,
i hate the bye bye part only!
tell me la how,
meet up already onne problem,
once a week? i dun mind
i wanna break out!
really, go far far far away.. since everythings not going my way..
maybe ill just find a place i can ease myself off
which i noe i cant
ily ihy imy!
till then,
urghhh!!
get the english?
haa why the sudden change?
nah, feel its abit wrong
haha
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 ♥
i was such a fool. feeling the shiteous moment in my life. where was my head? where was my heart. i feel like breaking out. i had never drive myself crazy before. and know im left with pain and myself to blame. haa probabilty of being so stubborn, this is wat i get.
never thought it'll end this way, you moved on. maybe =(
where are the msgs, the laughters, the chilling sessions
maybe its just me, reacting at just small shit matters. i shud of just let any obstacles that comes in and overcoming it,
how i wish i can have u the way i want it.
i know what my addiction is, and stoping it, haaa it'll be hard!
love u, hate them and dun care wat will others think..
cause im the one going through it..
haa, FERGIE said love's like a runway.
im looking for labels, not love! fyi and get that!
(two fingers on each hand doing the side to side)
school starting in a week, i dunoe if im ready for that..
frenA: a u shud chck out the new year 1's
me: -.-
frenA: y? so not you..
me:haa, i wanna fall into one, and it aint no regret. ill cherish the depth i jump into.
frenA: i know how u feel,
me: =D, -.- i hope so
frenA: still her right?
me:ya =(
mitty's soon to be owner!
im just so sensitive about things, we are not how we use to be, i just want the best for you.
and pardon me for being irritating.i just want things to go on well...
everything dun lie on fate, we have the chce to choose..
fate will be the last one deciding, whole heartedly i give in, i want the best out.
never knew i could be hurt like this
is this a test
i miss so much now!
how?
you'll never chance,
makes me wwoondder
workk for the last week,
bills, new clothes..
haa i so wanna get the marc jacobs top..
new watch..
ANDY, ure in ure city of wonder.
dream on.
ill never things done.
i just realise i need a new pair of flops a BLACK 1
i need to go a collect mitty soon.
tmrw/
then ill pass it to you..
ive been having bad migraine day by day.
the cause?
sleepin late, think to much, finding ways how to make it right, thinking if its right or wrong
i dun wanna escape but i just cant stop.
you should let me love you.
labels: :'(
till then,
.......
get the english?
Monday, July 14, 2008 ♥
ah !@#$
when problems arise,you wanna be alone aye,
ive fallen apart,im barely breathing.
everyone is joying and im no part of it,
ive done my thinking,
and its seem colder now, i think its sick of me....
migraine!
urgh!!
another day when away =(
till then,
imy
get the english?
Sunday, July 13, 2008 ♥
yeah! my bad.. im just being what i can chose not be,
thanx for everything..
i trully unstd how u feel about it
id already thought through everything b4 publishing this post!
afterall my bad.
i noe, its always me hurr--
yeah, in certain areas, failure is understandable
its just me.
lazy bumm!
hurr
regret,
ill now give 100 perc in watever i do!
for you i will
haa
jumping into 1?
haa,
you wanna make a memory,
its so contenting..
hellboy later?
makes me wonder..
mon? shopping?
haixxxx
nothing its over till is said and done
p.ss xx im sorry xx
ily imy ihy
hurr
till then,
get the english?
Saturday, July 12, 2008 ♥
thanx for the sat aftnoon convo!
urgh
im a loser, hater, always not serious,
ahh,
wat else??
ssay laa..
u like wat!!!
urgh,
its all gone, gone, gone
im piercing my knuckles later!
this emo feeling sux!
so much for everything...
its a deep consideration to make
haa!
labels: dunoe laaa
!@#$
get the english?
20th
10 years and counting..
alot say i look like him..
haa
well
tgt we known 10 years and counting..
aye!!
that sms made me stop and stare!
i think its sick of it,
think though it aye, ure the one goin through it
if u think the comments is the priority
ill respect that,
as said, i tried..
but i wud really want it to happen
u see, if hurting in future is wat comes across ur mind,
why wud i still be here?
urghh!
the visits
smoke breaks
the pissed tired looked
i miss tht.
ily imy ihy urgh!
i hate how much i love you gurl!
haa
p.s. in the end it was u!
;(
till then,
hellboy tmrw and mini, hhaha can meet helly and lei
wheee =)
the song playing is for u, especially
get the english?
that sms made me stop and stare!
i think its sick of it,
think though it aye, ure the one goin through it
if u think the comments is the priority
ill respect that,
as said, i tried..
but i wud really want it to happen
u see, if hurting in future is wat comes across ur mind,
why wud i still be here?
urghh!
the visits
smoke breaks
the pissed tired looked
i miss tht.
ily imy ihy urgh!
i hate how much i love you gurl!
haa
p.s. in the end it was u!
;(
till then,
hellboy tmrw and mini, hhaha can meet helly and lei
wheee =)
the song playing is for u, especially
get the english?
Thursday, July 10, 2008 ♥
hmm
makes me wonder,
andy, just dry your eyes n dun be sad
what goes around comes around!
yayayaya,
watever!!
urgh!!!!!!
COLIN..
thanx =)
owe U A TREAT HAA!
promise
baby, im tired of being friends =(
to tell the truth you know ive been hurting all along,
someway let me know, you want me,
everytime you see me what do u see?
i feel like im a poor man and you're the queen,
You make me wanna love,
make me wanna fall,
make me wanna surrender my soul
I know, this is a feeling that i just cant fight,
you're the first and last thing on my mind
Well i know that these feelings wont end now
they'll just get stronger if i see you again
Baby im tired of being friends
I wanna know if you feel the same,
and could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Dont leave me in doubt ok!!
till then,
get the english?
ten fingers merging tgt
on bended knees
im sorry sincerely
p.s no more bk cheesestixx promise
=)
get the english?
on bended knees
im sorry sincerely
p.s no more bk cheesestixx promise
=)
get the english?
too late..
chapter 2 (after the bdae wish)
i SWEAR i hate this feeling!!
I cant stand you.Everything you do, make me wanna smile.Can I not like you for awhile?? CAN? CAN?
You upset me girl.All of a sudden I forgive..
You know exactly what to do.So that I cant stay mad at you.
You completely know the power that you have.How can you take advantage of the fact?
One of these days maybe your magic wont affect me.
hurrr-
how mean can you be?
i will pass u my baybee, so that im not there at least she is there to make u happy
wait for all the emotions being blewn out aye!
very blurry now!
everything everyone!
maybe u!
=(
how far more?
how far?
how!?
I cant stand you.Everything you do, make me wanna smile.Can I not like you for awhile?? CAN? CAN?
You upset me girl.All of a sudden I forgive..
You know exactly what to do.So that I cant stay mad at you.
You completely know the power that you have.How can you take advantage of the fact?
One of these days maybe your magic wont affect me.
hurrr-
how mean can you be?
i will pass u my baybee, so that im not there at least she is there to make u happy
wait for all the emotions being blewn out aye!
very blurry now!
everything everyone!
maybe u!
=(
how far more?
how far?
how!?
hurr-
meeting up is already a hassle!
maybe ure better off happy like u are now?
half a year is the deal aye
well
smiley faces is wat i always receive
but is it tru or isit just a meer 2 sec
=(
watever it is,
cant help but wait
2yrs, this lonely heart cant take nomore
i wish i can this all to u
till then,
ill write more
just the way u are
get the english?
Wednesday, July 9, 2008 ♥
today and yest!
off goes leslie, kev, vince, adam
soon ray,buk n few more
wah..
still remeber when we still werk tgt
haahaa
now are all the new men!
haha
well all are ubber fun!!
cty still best,
now im left with pui, lei, hel, dex, pah, fi, ben, ying,des, ju, col,kgo all mgnt laaa
and most loved!!
my cty boys!!!
haah
chey my boys ah
hahahahaha
ya
HANCOCK today hmm 3/5
ok laa
enjoed every moment today
u noe what!!!
i got to meet u
wheeeeeeee
shortwhile but worthwhile baybeeee
dun be mean please........
or ill VOOODOOO u
hahahahahhahaahahhaha
we're up through this mountain tgt
dont push me dwn!
=)
cool bunch!
till then,
im penetrating to myself, 1 day ill will let loose all my emo emotions..
ily
mithuuuu im sory =( (insider story)
get the english?
Tuesday, July 8, 2008 ♥
vivo!
pass two days with them is awesome
fkin busy i tell you.
what does it means when u miss someone?
hoping u will meet them asap aye?
the shitteous thing is never to meet them
it sux i tell u
oh well
im in love with jesse's song..
pictures up soon ok!
p.s imy!
ill clear the haze for u..
let me?
till then,
get the english?
Sunday, July 6, 2008 ♥
IM A STUPID BOY.
stay this way!
will you?
wait long2 =(
is it wrong to blog abt lve?
hmm
dun read it wrongly!
till then,
vivo later n tmrw
woooo
its no over!
get the english?
Saturday, July 5, 2008 ♥
when it keeps spinning around!
what im feeling right now?
just being pushed dwn the cliff =(
everything planned,
but oh well shit happens.
13 hrs of work
discrepancy in pay =(
oh well u and i....
tell u a scret, husshhh!.....
been eyeing for a while
no one no one no one
tsk!!
take care my lil tourist,
be back safely aye!
meet after that aye!
a while will do,
misses
oh ya
mummy nags for a reason.
love
till then,
get the english?
when the world,.....
Friday, July 4, 2008 ♥
i start to wonder y u arent here!!
busy?
i unstd =(
Thursday, July 3, 2008 ♥
looking at you holding my breath for once in my life, im scared to death!!!
have i fallen for you?
Yes!!
Yes!!
but every time when i wake up first thing i hope is to see your msg
every time no matter what i will miss you and thinking what are you doing every moment
i will just hope you'd will just call me
every time i heard your voice will just make everthing different
every time i see you i will just wish that time will just stop and stay that way
i just cant wait to share every thing
im not desperate for any chges
im startrlng for truth
chasing afetr you
i will stand here till u make me move!
i do really LOVE YOU!!
everything was serious!!
it aint a JOKE!
i'd love you for who you are
back frm club with love!!
bumed into so many!!
haa
cant wait for sat!!
<3
till then,
get the english?
Wednesday, July 2, 2008 ♥
how i wish one day i could justwhisper this 3 simple word softly beside your ear.
sincerely.
how i wish i could just share with you every single happiness
and
by looking at your beautiful smile..
will just cheer me up..
i wish that you will
just be right beside me when ever i need you
i will be right here waiting for you,will you just watch me waiting for you?
i will love you for who you are
promise..
ily~
get the english?
we never held
we never contact
we never lie
i wonder how?
hmm, some agendas ponding through!
its hard!
ill persevere and endure ok!
remember, for u i will!
its so hard to undtsd a real man's feeling
makes me wonder..
HUSH NOW ok!
ily
exhausted!
an hr of sleep
3 full shift coming up!
grave is calling me already!
=(
till then,
get the english?
we never contact
we never lie
i wonder how?
hmm, some agendas ponding through!
its hard!
ill persevere and endure ok!
remember, for u i will!
its so hard to undtsd a real man's feeling
makes me wonder..
HUSH NOW ok!
ily
exhausted!
an hr of sleep
3 full shift coming up!
grave is calling me already!
=(
till then,
get the english?