Wednesday, April 30, 2008 ♥
it happens about almost a year ago.i step in a class,feeling lonely cause ive yet to make friends.its sux that time.but i really remebered 1 thing.this very thing is seriously stopped my heart for a while.this gurl.long curly hair,semi-blonde,etc... (sweeetest gurl) in my eyes.she was wearying a tank and a long skirt.i was like omg!! i stared her down wout her hopingly not looking at me.i was like,shud i go to her?shud i sit with her? gawd!!
days go by..
it was a fri,i steped in class smiled at my classmates,then,saw her sitting alone.i went up to her and said" can i sit?"she said yeah, with this tone*unexplainable.
we talked ,shared ,joked.still remebered that we need to draw orchids.haha
dismissal,i said gudbye,exchanged contact.and,met up in the aftnoon.haa
i was like omg omg omg.head to a few places yeah.accompanied her,to far east when she saw this camou dress.it wsas fking nce.on her,gawd!! eyeballs drop.haa
well,thats it then.
she likes wearing them with her white phat snickers,we became closer.i can say.
feeelings develop.but i just can tell myself to tell her.she's attached then!
seriously,dun ever joke abt feelings and r;lationship thingy.it sux,
i did it.and its so hard to trust me back then.
i still remeber,midnite movies,as in reallyy last min.id call her up very late,asking for her out for movies and supper.i onced joked with her about me being attached,i shundt haf said it at all.major regret.its so hard to tell her about my feelings for her.all she'd say is, do u say that to evrygurl!!? gawd!! no,
deeeee,is wat she calls/
haa miss'em though
pizza hut dinner.and etc.
flops for xmas and a KISS in return!! <3 i was over the moon.
i went dwn to her crib even i stayed at the other end when she touched s;pore from HK!
miss her badly that time!
haaa,
im gonna be the love thats goona last,and ill be the one that got ur back!
i admit i have a lot of gurlfrens.but they are only FRENS,nothing more.evrything chge this yr
seriously.really.imy
i dun even dare to talk to u
all i can do is just look at you
wat shud i do
really??
evry word i say,seems to irritate u.but i just need to explain.i dunnoe how to.
i just took too much time,and i was too late.
u found the one
well,its ur choice.. i
i cant help but wait,=(
seeing u with him really hurts in the inside,but outside..
i wish that u;re happy
may he ne one who will fulfil evrything u ever need
i neglected u in the past.im sory
ily!
tc
wishing thinking hoping praying waiting
<3 the one who u used to call deeeee!!
get the english?
Sunday, April 27, 2008 ♥
recently that just belong to me!!!
=)
pictures and misses =)
ken,kev (i lke the way i look)
grrr!
i took this shot for u
=)
chck out the thumb drives
in the car boot! to a bbq
gettin ready for the making of WITH YOU music video
imy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *****
mishal
lei
kev vincent
i love her!!!!
pauline
huihui
helly
kev ong ad(at the back)
yes yes!! imy too
thanx
sister,p.s, i hate te way i look in this pic.
i still hate this feeling though!
well been working less n less,
exams soon!
mid-may, ill be free man.haa up!
well miss the hangouts though!
really had rough week,
its been 2 weeks since volleyball
haa
aft exams can la ok!
ben helly zisky ziyang sis LETS GO!!!!
lei,ur bdae at ur crib was a gr8 1.saw the photos.haa
sum1 kind enough to buy me kit kat chunky wht!!!!!
im CRAVING!! haa
ill just have to see whatever that brings tmrw laa,
im dead tired, fking tired.
work today was fun.with kenneth,guu,jeremy
a scenerio happnen,
before entering the cab,i ask the driver
me:uncle,can use voucher?
unlce:can
me:ok
me:go to killiney road then hume ave,then bp
uncle:go str8 or turn right?
sz:go str8
after sz alghted,
uncle:now go whr?
me:hume
when we're along taka
uncle:eh,i forget tell u that comfort is doing maintenance,so no cashlees payment allowed
me,jeremy:WAT THE FCUK!!!
me,jeremy:WAT THE FCUK!!!
uncle:dun belief, see urself
me: -,-
really,must use cash pay!
seriously
why do all the bad things happens.
this is not shit happens...
it always happens.
its like a tatoo.gawd,
gimme a new life,
haa
but i still 1 my name hahaha.
when with you,ill make evry sec count!!
those ppl that i missed or thinked i miss you,u noe wat to do
and those pic that i didnt put,does not mean i dun mii you,
i dun have ur photo or cant find.
this world is not foer losers,dun be held back move on, keep up the pace
thanx sz!
hair getting long,shud i cutt/
i wanna do cornrolls(sean paul's hair)
haha
till then,
get the english?
Tuesday, April 22, 2008 ♥
I FCUKING SWEAR I HATE THIS FEELING!!!!!!!
really like wtf!!
everythings wrong,
oh ya POHYEE happy bdae =)
gawd!!!
ok,
this feeling sux.REALLY!!
what do u think about things that u really wan,
doesnt go ur way,FCUKED UP??
yes
exams are driving me nuts!!
really.
shit points
-work
-appeal for barred module
-a lot more!!!
cb
i dunnoe i always late in doin things.
why?
why?
dear god,lead me will you
other friends are enjoyong,slightly stress but still.... evrything seems ok.
i miss evryone.i tought so that evrytime if we miss some1,they'l come by sooner
but ME???
evrything goes and make me miss them more.
evrythings so blurry,evry1 so FAKE!!
what i do man??
if i did,pardon me really.
i dun wanna mention names.
imy all!! ok??
where all the fun parts?
laughters? joy?
this feeling? i really wanna let go but i just wont go.
Leisher n Kelvin
will make it up to u guys ogay??
i love u guys!
hellyy,mavv,jonn(had fun at redang)-helly sounded so cheerful
lei n ong(turned 20)-love
my x 1E gals(hui,mish,liy,xuan)(are so having fun tgt)-glad to see smile on their faces just now
cine(so united)-fun working with them todae
cathay(miss'em)-i will bring fun aft exams,PROMISE!!!
me??????
im feeling like im in a small dark room with a corner to move.
fcuklaaa
just go away ok?
go go go go
;'(
i feeling like crying out loud.any to spare tissues??
my lappy,fcuking giving me problems,why now?? exams lei.
i will reformat u after exams.
asked mumy to give me passport go renew coz i wanna go abroad.
what she said,ok.i told her maybe june i wan go overseas.she said "can,but.. bring me along" -.-
zzZZzZz
seriously,im better off dead.
really.
i miss the usual hangouts
kev,vince,ong,lei,helly,mav,lei,jon,bern,zis,sis,nafarians etc. more laaaa
anione,after reading..
please call to see if im alright!!
love all
till then,
i dun get the english!!
Monday, April 21, 2008 ♥
ong
leisherHAPPY BDAE BROs
muax love u! =)
Friday, April 18, 2008 ♥
WAH!! EVRYTHING UP UP UP!!
went grocery shopping with mummy!
i tell u all prices up eh
e.g last time cookiing oil only $7 plus, now $17 plus eh. zaiiii!!
flour us to be 90cents, now $1.90
wah up ah tell u
fcuk! pity mum,
evrything up, only me havent,sianzzzz
helly.wee.jon goin redang(haf fun la sia)
p.s take care.
wah today.otw to school,a lady fainted sia.o.O
she knocked on me when we were standing.i tot she sleepy.den i offer a seat.
SUDDENLY,she fell to the floor.haa
wah i was like WTH!!!!
i helped her up sia.then,this another lady kaypo2 want to help and started screaming "who have axe oil" -.-
haha
den the fainted lady ok le.haha
i was thinking if she really faint or just wanted to sleep.
hahaahaa
okok
now to school.zai
exams coming.UP ah
siaww liao
i kanna barred from history exam
nb
now must go appeal hopefully can,thanx to attendance.ihy
haha
hhaahaha
ok love,i really had fun all this while
i likee!!!!!!
till then =)
get the english
Monday, April 14, 2008 ♥
wahhh up up up!!
huihui wth, anihow only
hahaha
wah long time nvr see these peeps,
hmm wee,jon,helly,sister,poh,nat,kev,chui,liy,hui,xuan,eeqa,mish
loadds more laaa.
exams coming!! chui sia
die die,
bought DOPIE for myself.
bought for leusher for his bdae too.
haha
swee 1 red 1 blk
gt a new frag(lacoste-essentials)
up i tell u
i so wanna get davidoff-GAME
hahah
up siaaaaa.
will upload pics soon
volley yest fun fun fun~~~
will blog soon k
p.s. i <3 you and you make me wan you more laaaaaaa
till then,
get the english?
Sunday, April 6, 2008 ♥
sick sick sick!!
so sick.
everything,haixx
tempo has reach critcal level.i tell u so many things i need to buy
e.g.
Dopie-Spin the bottle
Clinique Happy-WhatHeWants
CKin2u-WhatHeWants
a lott la,
agnesb. belt
grrrr.
gucci strap yet to repair,
wah i tell u APriL ah,jialat ah
exams,webpage not done yet,anomation oso.still life painting
a lot!! i need to photoshop loads of voyage images grrr!
shud i cut hair???
tell u what,ill do anything
to sneak up the 10 floor,help me will u??
SEX DRUGS ROCK and ROLL
tie down ur hair baby like rapunzel,and i climb up like the prince =)
CLICK 5's-MARY JANE (up Ah i tell u)
MAvis-sory aye,didnt look around that much for ur boardshorts,glad u found'em
feel sucky today,didnt go sentosa.tired eh
till when we meeet again?
Monday? with Wendy??
Wednesday? Dental??
Friday?? Fondue?? Play??
This is goin to be a long post.
sit back relax and empty ur mind for this.
a life w'out u is just a pretictable last scene.
I didn't think that I could feel this pain,until I saw the stranger that was you.Whatever happened to our innocence and the something that you said about being FRIENDS.Tell me how.Help me say the words out loud.Could it be??That nothings gonna change??
Let me noe what ive done wrong.stand up speak up.
FRI 4/4/08
up la sia
SAKAE,SUN WITH MOON,NYDC,strolls
highlite,kiss under the moonlight by the river
u lost ur touch =$
haa
hey gurl u noe u drive me crazy,still u will never understand
do u feel better now?
am i close to winning??
ill bleed it out.
every moment is something special
well,they say beginnings arent so simple.
ily =)
change into that AIGNER thing that YOU n I like
thent you're having me your way
The sun ain't the only thing that's shining.
till then
get the english??
Friday, April 4, 2008 ♥
her dream hse
SICK!!
sux big time,,
mishall/ imy laa,
wheres the old mishal.its me andy!! not noor..
gayaaaaa no more phone calls.
got new men ah
lol
and i thought my guccci strap sia,grrrr lucky found it.haahahaaa
pool,al-ameen at bukit timah with besties.
haix!
i just wonder DO YOU SAY THAT TO EVERY GUY?!?? ;p
poly starts,itll determind if im dumped
dont dump me horr! tell u first.
loves!
lovestoned,i think she noes
I just need to tell you how much you have an affect on meThat writing it all down would become another love story.Every time I hear your voice my heart quickly jumps to hideStupid me too embarrassed to go up to you with a simple try. Let me keep these words short; baby, do not get all confusedAll I am trying to figure out is if you feel the same way too.I need to tell you the words that I have been trying to sayIf for one moment you'd stop looking at her to glance my way.
get the english??
Thursday, April 3, 2008 ♥
up ah i tell you!
hui hui complaint the way i blog!! haha
cannot meh
hahah
im in love with the song ELEVATOR - FLO-RIDA FT. TIMBALAND
UP LA SIAA!!
MEET SISTER TODAY
HAHAshe cut hair.
helly seems tired,dun worry babe meet up soon
mavs,bikini dun have eh,all colorful siaaa
hahaha
Today was fun fun
SHUTTER 6/10
i dont know how to be fine when im not!!
love ya,
hold my hand and lead me the way
maybe can ask sz ask me buy agnesb. frm JP
hahaha
get the english??