Wednesday, April 30, 2008 ♥
it happens about almost a year ago.i step in a class,feeling lonely cause ive yet to make friends.its sux that time.but i really remebered 1 thing.this very thing is seriously stopped my heart for a while.this gurl.long curly hair,semi-blonde,etc... (sweeetest gurl) in my eyes.she was wearying a tank and a long skirt.i was like omg!! i stared her down wout her hopingly not looking at me.i was like,shud i go to her?shud i sit with her? gawd!!
days go by..
it was a fri,i steped in class smiled at my classmates,then,saw her sitting alone.i went up to her and said" can i sit?"she said yeah, with this tone*unexplainable.
we talked ,shared ,joked.still remebered that we need to draw orchids.haha
dismissal,i said gudbye,exchanged contact.and,met up in the aftnoon.haa
i was like omg omg omg.head to a few places yeah.accompanied her,to far east when she saw this camou dress.it wsas fking nce.on her,gawd!! eyeballs drop.haa
well,thats it then.
she likes wearing them with her white phat snickers,we became closer.i can say.
feeelings develop.but i just can tell myself to tell her.she's attached then!
seriously,dun ever joke abt feelings and r;lationship thingy.it sux,
i did it.and its so hard to trust me back then.
i still remeber,midnite movies,as in reallyy last min.id call her up very late,asking for her out for movies and supper.i onced joked with her about me being attached,i shundt haf said it at all.major regret.its so hard to tell her about my feelings for her.all she'd say is, do u say that to evrygurl!!? gawd!! no,
deeeee,is wat she calls/
haa miss'em though
pizza hut dinner.and etc.
flops for xmas and a KISS in return!! <3 i was over the moon.
i went dwn to her crib even i stayed at the other end when she touched s;pore from HK!
miss her badly that time!
haaa,
im gonna be the love thats goona last,and ill be the one that got ur back!
i admit i have a lot of gurlfrens.but they are only FRENS,nothing more.evrything chge this yr
seriously.really.imy
i dun even dare to talk to u
all i can do is just look at you
wat shud i do
really??
evry word i say,seems to irritate u.but i just need to explain.i dunnoe how to.
i just took too much time,and i was too late.
u found the one
well,its ur choice.. i
i cant help but wait,=(
seeing u with him really hurts in the inside,but outside..
i wish that u;re happy
may he ne one who will fulfil evrything u ever need
i neglected u in the past.im sory
ily!
tc
wishing thinking hoping praying waiting
<3 the one who u used to call deeeee!!
get the english?